Sometimes I feel lost
Without direction
Wanting,
NEEDING Direction.
I look inside and find no answer
No Way
Then I think to look around
Look for someone
Something
Perhaps a person
Or a group
To show me the way
A way in which I do not have to think
A way in which some other guides me
Directs me
Without that conflict
That confusion
Of where to go
Who to be
Of where I am.
Maybe a god
A leader
A parent could show me the Way…
A way in which I don’t need to struggle
And just be told
And just be shown
And just be guided
Without thought
That creates such confusion and Struggle.
Then shaking my head
I push away the confusion
I look around and know I am not lost
I am here
The direction is any which way I am facing
And that struggle is part of life
Is the way I need to be
ALIVE
To go
To Be
Without any son of a bitch to lead me
Docile
Leaden eyed
And deaden eyed.