There is a beauty in sadness

A sadness that crushes you inside 

Makes you want to die

Or just end yourself.

There is a beauty in a sadness

That makes you feel all that

Reeling through your own toxic darkness

Then oddly

Insanely

Finding little things to smile about

Joke about

Laugh about 

And finally,

Cry about

As you laugh. 

It’s a sadness that

Despite wanting to Die,

It brings you back to Life

Feeling so deeply

Vulnerably 

Fragile

HUMAN 

Sensing all inside and outside 

With that sadness 

Like a new sensory organ 

To feel so fully 

DEEPLY

Human 

And connect with… 

Life

And now beyond the desire for Death,

LIVING.

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