In a flash of quiet peaceful realization,
I understand what has been crushing me
silencing me except for small quiet screams that erupt from my fingers:
Ego, the weight of it in the world crushes me with the Realization of it.
The masses absorbed in the “I”.
Self and identity of Self sucked into it’s SELF like matter into a black hole.
makes us eat ourselves alive.
The Beast becomes the mad Consumer
Consuming the world with SELF absorption
ME! ME! ME!
I HAVE TO HAVE IT!
the Beast consumes itself until there is no body
Except a HEAD
Housing an ego
Blurred vision projecting a mirror inches from face showing only what is real to it:
What we desire,
Not completing us as we often believe.
It makes us thirsty
instead of water we drink what is the world we have created inside:
A greater thirst drinking more and more until it sickens and kills us.
Letting go of Ego
we find the waters to drink
and become those waters without the poison of Desire.
The greatest sickness in this world is not fear or hate as I once believed:
It is EGO.
EGO the I absorption
the I blinder to the world and everyone around us,
the creator of Illusions
The creator of fear and anger
FROM SEPARATION FROM ALL THOSE AROUND US
The Ego blinding us from feeling the world and all those in it
through divorce from Empathy,
unconditional loving kindness.
The Ego is the loneliest Beast
It thinks it complete because … I me SELF is all that matters.
(Although we may say it does that does often mere ACTING to get other Egos to pay attention to THE EGO
The EGO that is you
SEPARATE AS A SELF
(disconnected from the world and all in it)
Letting go of the Ego and so much SELF ABSORPTION,
We find we are not the most important life in the world
Connecting with Others,
crumbling the walls
the boundaries we imagined for so long in our life
our species life,
we become a greater being
connected with as many life forms in mind and emotion as
we can live,
become a greater boundary – LESS mind
letting go of our Ego
This lonely damning selfish small minded prison we and others create.