In a flash of quiet peaceful realization, 

I understand what has been crushing me

silencing me except for small quiet screams that erupt from my fingers:

 

“EGO”.

 

Ego, the weight of it in the world crushes me with the Realization of it.

The masses absorbed in the “I”. 

The “ME”. 

The SELF.

Absorption. 

Self and identity of Self sucked into it’s SELF like matter into a black hole.

EGO obsession

absorption

makes us eat ourselves alive. 

 

The Beast becomes the mad Consumer 

Consuming the world with SELF absorption

Fixation

WANTING

DESIRING

ME! ME! ME!

MINE!

I HAVE TO HAVE IT!

Having it, 

the Beast consumes itself until there is no body

nobody left

Except a HEAD

Housing an ego

Blurred vision projecting a mirror inches from face showing only what is real to it:

EGO. 

 

What we desire,

owns us

Not completing us as we often believe.

It makes us thirsty 

instead of water we drink what is the world we have created inside:

Salt Water

A greater thirst drinking more and more until it sickens and kills us. 

Letting go of Ego 

we find the waters to drink 

and become those waters without the poison of Desire. 

 

The greatest sickness in this world is not fear or hate as I once believed:

It is EGO.

EGO the I absorption 

the I blinder to the world and everyone around us, 

the creator of Illusions

The creator of fear and anger

From Ego

FROM SEPARATION FROM ALL THOSE AROUND US

(the World).

The Ego blinding us from feeling the world and all those in it

through divorce from Empathy,

compassion

unconditional loving kindness. 

 

The Ego is the loneliest Beast 

It thinks it complete because … I me SELF is all that matters.

Nothing more

(Although we may say it does that does often mere ACTING to get other Egos to pay attention to THE EGO

The EGO that is you

I

SEPARATE AS A SELF 

(disconnected from the world and all in it)

 

Letting go of the Ego and so much SELF ABSORPTION,

we connect

re-connect. 

We find we are not the most important life in the world

Connecting with Others,

joining, 

crumbling the walls

the boundaries we imagined for so long in our life

our species life,

we become a greater being

connected with as many life forms in mind and emotion as

we can live,

become a greater boundary – LESS mind

LIFE,

letting go of our Ego

This lonely damning selfish small minded prison we and others create. 

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